Friday, April 13, 2012

Lust


do you feel that intensity? Can you feel it creeping up your leg and falling down your shirt? Can you smell the sweat of two bodies intertwining, rolling around in what was the past, and might just be the future? If only I knew how intense this would be. How intense my sexual desires could be and how much lust could consume me. Is it okay to have such a sexual desire, to crave another human beings body and touch? I guess that's just what lust means. It means intense sexual desire or appetite, and when your bodies fit perfectly like spoons you start to believe that you can't communicate without moans. I'm hungry for the heat, sweat, and kisses and I want it all the time, I just want it! I need it... It fills me up and sends me into an orgasmic state of mind. I mean why would such a feeling be invented if we weren't suppose to feel it to the fullest? How could lust be a seven deadly sin when it can make you feel so alive? That sexual desire that lust its wonderful I think you all should try it. But no wait, maybe you shouldn’t try it because it can be your addiction, I know its my addiction. I let it get to the point where I let the absence of it dictate my moods, it dictates who I am and am not attracted to. I never stopped to realize that I am a none factor in the life of the person who's body fits so perfectly with mine. But I thought it was okay because I’m talking to them for the same reason that they are talking to me,(pause) lust. I should have realized that its only lust when the other person is so comfortable with tweeting about their sexual encounters. Anything that is so public and organized is nothing that I should want to be apart of. True love is crazy and unexpected, you don’t need to save dates and see who's house will be empty for the day, so that all you can do is lay in the bed with this certain someone while facing opposite directions, because we should be able to face the same direction while you're holding me from the back, not while having your back facing me and texting the person you really love.

Statement:
I wrote this piece last school year, while in a drama elective. Although I wrote this last year I think it shows growth, because if this was compared to my most recent writing it would show that I'm more aware of my feelings, and how I sound when I write. I think it's good to reflect on past work, it helps you move forward and understand how to get to the next step. This piece is engaging because it 's about a topic that everyone knows about for the most part, and its very descriptive.